Are you afraid to be who you really are? Does it feel dangerous to you to let any of your flaws show through to others? If you fail or make a mistake do you want to run away and hide from the world? Have you been wounded in the past when you’ve tried to "be real," so you’ve pulled your head in like a turtle in its shell?
Living transparently, means in part allowing others to know who you really are, warts and all. It can be very scary to share your struggles and difficulties with those in your life. But if you find someone who is trustworthy and caring it can lead to incredible joy and great friendship. The bible tells us to: "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective. James 5:16 NIV The word sin merely means to miss the mark as in archery. We all "miss the mark" in our lives and when we feel comfortable enough with each other to "confess" that we’re missing it we have a great opportunity for healing and change.
Living transparently involves taking a great risk and is not without potential dangers. Sharing your faults with someone who isn’t trustworthy is not a wise thing to do. And because other people have flaws and areas of weakness, rejection and wounding are always a possibility, but the rewards are incalculable.
The other morning, Dixie posted this comment on my blog: "AJ, honey, I don’t think I have ever loved you more. I still have a million boxes that I have not unpacked since we moved in June. I feel as though we are twins separated at birth! Hugs, Dixie." It was in response to my being vulnerable and willing for some people to think less of me by posting my out-of-control-studio pictures.
I intentionally posted those photos and earlier this year my messy garden pictures, so that you guys will realize that I am just a normal person, with a normal (okay not-so-normal) hectic life and some days like today I don’t make it out of my pajamas until after noon… sometimes well after noon and sometimes I go back to bed in them! Earlier in the comments on this same post someone mentioned that she had had me on a "pedestal," in a cute and joking way, but pedestals can be very scary and can hurt a lot to fall off of. Being real keeps you firmly rooted on the earth and much less likely to fall.
When I struggle with a particular area of my life or perhaps I even make a mistake, the Lord has taught me to not dwell in shame over it. He’s taught me to confess my weakness or sin to Him and then allow Him to change my areas of weakness and even use them to help others overcome as well.
My dearest friend SallyLou came over often when my children were growing up. One day she came over unexpectedly one afternoon for a relaxing cup of tea and when she walked into the kitchen she exclaimed, "I’m so glad you have dirty dishes in your sink but are still comfortable having me over here. That makes me feel comfortable having you over if my rug needs vacuuming!" Doesn’t that just about sum up the entire concept?!
When we lead transparent lives, we free up the tender-hearted people living around us to also be honest about their struggles. If we feel that we need to set a "perfect" example as parents, friends or leaders, we leave others feeling that they need to measure up. If we share how we struggle, overcome and grow they also feel empowered to do likewise.
You do need to be cautious and careful about being transparent around anyone in your life who is perfectionistic, critical or negative. They quite often are people who are quite insecure and don’t know how to deal with raw "realness" in others because they aren’t comfortable being "real" themselves. Sometimes your being honest will make them so uncomfortable that they can make wounding comments without even realizing that they have done so. Give them grace and don’t expect to build and honest and transparent relationship with them quickly (if at all).
Look for others that are struggling and share your struggles and you are likely to make a powerful impact in their lives and potentially a wonderful, deep, real friendship as well!!!
THE PROVERB OF THE DAY: Proverbs 31:8-9 Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all who are destitute. Speak up and judge fairly; defend the rights of the poor and needy. Niv